{"id":6366,"date":"2020-05-10T18:54:00","date_gmt":"2020-05-10T18:54:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/?p=6366"},"modified":"2025-07-10T19:01:34","modified_gmt":"2025-07-10T19:01:34","slug":"affet-beni-kalbim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/affet-beni-kalbim\/","title":{"rendered":"AFFET BEN\u0130 KALB\u0130M"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Merhaba de\u011ferli okuyucular<br>Bir soru ile ba\u015flamak istiyorum yaz\u0131ma ..<br>Kalbinizden af diledi\u011finiz oldu mu hi\u00e7 ?<br>Gelin bu konuda biraz hasbihal edelim . Bazen \u00e7ok merak etti\u011fim oluyor do\u011frusu kalbine su\u00e7lu bir tek ben miyim diye .<br>Evet de\u011ferli okuyucular \u00e7o\u011fu zaman kalbimizi k\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z oluyor , \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 de\u011fil mi .<br>\u0130nsan neden kendi kalbini k\u0131rar ki , ama oluyor i\u015fte hatta en \u00e7ok da kendi kalbimize d\u00fc\u015fman kesiliyoruz bazen . En \u00e7ok onu k\u0131r\u0131yor , g\u00f6rmezden geliyoruz.<br>Oysa insan \u00f6ncelikle kendi kalbini sevse belki de t\u00fcm ke\u015fmeke\u015fler \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclecek.<br>Anlasak kalbimizi ,\u00e7\u00f6zsek dilini eri\u015fece\u011fiz belki de huzura .<br>Ama en \u00e7ok da kalbimize vakit ay\u0131rmay\u0131 unuttuk de\u011fil mi ? Onca bocalaman\u0131n , karga\u015fan\u0131n aras\u0131nda .<br>\u0130\u015fler g\u00fc\u00e7ler \u00e7o\u011falm\u0131\u015fken . Mahcup hislerimiz vard\u0131 belki , g\u00f6rmezden geldik . Hep sonralara erteledik. \u015euan seninle ilgilenemem dedik kalbimize , dur duyamam , dinleyemem , dinlememeliyim \u2026. \u015eunu yapmal\u0131 , \u015funa odaklanmal\u0131 , bu i\u015fi tamamlamal\u0131 derken kaybolup gitti masum y\u00fcre\u011fimiz ..<br>Beh\u00e7et Necatigil in \u2018Sevgilerde\u2019 \u015fiiri ne kadar da g\u00fczel anlat\u0131yor bu hali<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgileri yar\u0131nlara b\u0131rakt\u0131n\u0131z<br>\u00c7ekingen , tutuk , sayg\u0131l\u0131 .<br>B\u00fct\u00fcn yak\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131z sizi yanl\u0131\u015f tan\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bitmeyen i\u015fler y\u00fcz\u00fcnden<br>(Siz b\u00f6yle olsun istemezdiniz)<br>Bir bak\u0131\u015f bile yeterken anlatmaya her \u015feyi<br>Kalbinizi dolduran sevgiler<br>Kalbinizde kald\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Siz geni\u015f zamanlar umuyordunuz<br>\u00c7irkindi dar vakitlerde bir sevgiyi s\u00f6ylemek .<br>Y\u0131llar\u0131n tela\u015flarda bu kadar \u00e7abuk<br>Ge\u00e7ece\u011fi akl\u0131n\u0131za gelmezdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gizli bah\u00e7enizde<br>A\u00e7an \u00e7i\u00e7ekler vard\u0131,<br>Gecelerde ve yaln\u0131z .<br>Vermeye az buldunuz<br>Yahut vaktiniz olmad\u0131 .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ac\u0131 demi evet \u00e7ok ac\u0131. Ve biz belki de o i\u015flerimizi tamamlay\u0131p d\u00f6n\u00fcp sol k\u00f6\u015femize buyur kalbim dedi\u011fimizde baz\u0131 \u015feylerin \u00e7oktan vakti ge\u00e7mi\u015fti .<br>Ve \u015fimdi kalbe teselli zaman\u0131 \u2026<br>Evet bu hep b\u00f6ylemi devam eder , b\u00f6ylemi olmal\u0131 ?<br>Elbetteki olmamal\u0131 . Peki nas\u0131l ba\u015faraca\u011f\u0131z bunu<br>Zihnimizle , beynimizin o muhte\u015fem i\u015fleyi\u015fi ile kalbimizin e\u015fsiz ritmini dengeye koymay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenece\u011fiz . Evet ama nas\u0131l dedi\u011finizi duyar gibiyim , \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc benim i\u00e7 sesim \u015fuan bu c\u00fcmleyi kurdu \u263a<br>Ya\u015fayarak !<br>Evet ya\u015fayarak , tecr\u00fcbe edinerek a\u015faca\u011f\u0131z bunu , kimimizin ge\u00e7 olacak belki , kimimizin erken ama elbet bir noktada \u00f6\u011frenece\u011fiz .<br>Kay\u0131plar\u0131m\u0131z elbet olacak , pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar\u0131n dibine \u00e7\u00f6kece\u011fiz belki ama kalkmas\u0131n\u0131 bilmeliyiz ! O cesareti g\u00f6stermeliyiz . G\u00f6stermeli ve art\u0131k kalbimize sahip \u00e7\u0131kmal\u0131y\u0131z .<br>Onu kucaklamal\u0131y\u0131z.<br>Ve yeniden sevgiyi ya\u015famas\u0131n\u0131 sab\u0131rla beklemeliyiz.<br>Hepinizin hayat\u0131nda neden burada b\u00f6yle yapt\u0131m dedi\u011fi noktalar olmu\u015ftur, ama art\u0131k sorgulamay\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131n .<br>Evet yapt\u0131m deyin hatta. Evet yapt\u0131m , ama art\u0131k \u00f6yle olmayacak diye yeni bir c\u00fcmle kurun ard\u0131ndan .<br>Taze tutun enerjinizi , sevgiye izin verin . \u0130\u00e7 g\u00fcd\u00fclerimizin veya zihnimizin kurdu\u011fu engelleri a\u015f\u0131n kalbinizle . Sevmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131n t\u00fcm g\u00fczel \u015feyleri ki kalbiniz diri kalabilsin \u263a<br>Sevgiyle kal\u0131n , kalbinizle bar\u0131\u015f\u0131k kal\u0131n .<br>Ve ona \u015fu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 okuyun<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Affet beni kalbim.<br>Sana yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm haks\u0131zl\u0131klar i\u00e7in<br>Seni anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131p belki yok sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in<br>Hislerimin de\u011ferini bilmedi\u011fim i\u00e7in<br>Beni , affet kalbim !<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Oysa \u015fimdi \u00f6yle muhtac\u0131m ki sendeki bir nefese<br>\u00d6yle susam\u0131\u015f.. i\u00e7indeki \u00f6zleme , hasrete ,<br>Affet beni kalbim<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eimdi sevmeyi yeniden \u00f6\u011fret bana<br>Yok say t\u00fcm h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 ve seni g\u00f6rmezden geli\u015fimi<br>Ac\u0131n\u0131 hissediyorum<br>Biliyorum t\u00fcm hasbelkader ya\u015fay\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131<br>\u0130zin vermeyi\u015fimi affet<br>Seni herkesten \u00f6nce benim sevmeyi\u015fimi affet kalbim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Seni \u00c7ok Sevece\u011fim . Ve sevdi\u011fine \u00e7ok de\u011fer verece\u011fim.<br>KALB\u0130M .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Merhaba de\u011ferli okuyucularBir soru ile ba\u015flamak istiyorum yaz\u0131ma ..Kalbinizden af diledi\u011finiz oldu mu hi\u00e7 ?Gelin bu konuda biraz hasbihal edelim [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6371,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[159],"tags":[319,317],"class_list":["post-6366","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized-tr","tag-af-dileme-asking-forgiveness-ic-hesaplasma-inner-reckoning-duygusal-iyilesme-emotional-healing-ozelestiri-self-criticism-kendini-sevme-self-love-pismanlik-regret","tag-ozelestiri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6366","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6366"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6366\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6373,"href":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6366\/revisions\/6373"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6371"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6366"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6366"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hulyalkus.com.tr\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6366"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}